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Silence kills

2012-02-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

I hate being in quiet places these few days. Been listening to these few Chinese songs from my favourite singers/band to kill the quietness. These songs do explain what I feel right now. Enjoy ! :)

IDC

2012-02-16T20:42:00.001+08:00

I made three wishes on my birthday this year. The first one was granted. Left back the last two one. Well, I really hope my last wish do come true. I want it to be a happy wish !

I'm such a greedy person, but I don't care.

Thank you

2012-02-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

16th of February. I really thought today will be a happier day. Well, maybe I really need the definition of happy now. Well, I think I'm neutral right now. :)

Anyway, went of with the girlf after class. Thanks for listening to me, well I feel much better now. Like seriously. Not to disappear from mind, those lovely girl around me. Thanks for everything. Penang, filled with people full of love. :)

And, someone I miss a lot from KL. Eventhough we have not been contacting each other for so long. Mainly because you're in Singapore earning a lot of moolah and I'm here in Penang sleeping with my notes. Study notes, not money. I still miss you a lot !

Amanda Loh, I miss you ! :)

Happy Valentine's Day

2012-02-15T18:52:00.002+08:00

第一次庆祝情人节。
希望明年会更好！

大家，情人节快了。 :)

我要快乐。

2012-02-15T18:33:00.000+08:00

世界变了，大家都变了。
有没有想过回到从前？
有没有想过在随时的那一秒你会失去你身边的最爱？
有没有想过放弃？
有没有想过当世界末日当天，你最想谁在你身边？
有没有想过今天很开心的你，今天却会是会被泪水淹没着？

原来很多东西都能在短短的时间内改变。
二月十五日，原来泪水还不停的流。应该是希望越大，失望越大吧？
我终于看到我自己最脆弱的一面了。我，都不敢相信这是原来的我。
原来很多东西都轮不到我们安排，因为上帝早已经把我们的生活一点一滴的创造好了。
无论我们怎么用力地去改变到他，我们也能改变到的东西也不多。
但上帝，我知道我不是一个很好的信徒，　但我能有个小小的要求吗？
我很想我们像以前那样快乐。

我要快乐。
我要快乐地跟你。
我要快乐地跟你永远。

就是这样小小的要求，我会很贪心吗？
永远，会不会要点太远？

天，我相信你会给我最好的。

Life

2012-02-10T23:46:00.002+08:00

Life, ain't a piece of cake.

I can't believe that

2012-02-03T20:29:00.000+08:00

I'm already 20. Oh yeah you see no wrong. I turned 20 yesterday but still, I think I'm 18 forever. Forever 18 ! Haha, maybe when I'm 22 I should open a shop named 'already 22' right beside forever 21. Cool ? LOL.

Anyway, nothing much on my birthday since I' back in Perak and all my peers and kins are all in Penang / KL. But yeah, gonna celebrate it with fatty when I'm back in Penang soon ! Ok, I'm fine with celebrating my birthday late so yeah, I'm a happy person.

Oh another birthday gift from God. I just got my results today. I'm content because I thought that I will fail a subject because during finals I really really had no idea how to do it and because of that, I went gloomy on that day. But yeah, satisfied although this sem results is the least good results compared to others. Oh yeah, should stop complaining right ?

COLOR ATTACK REMOVE

2012-01-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

pocket top-Moris ; black jeans- Institute ; loafers - Thailand bazaar ; Union Jack chain bag - online

Chinese New Year is coming towards the end and guess what happen today.

My new Hush Puppies cotton tee got stained by another shirt of mine. And the thing is I only wore it once. Arghhhhh, seriously see like killing myself now.

Fatty bought me that shirt. Now I trying all ways like washing it for 58967586 of times hoping hard that the stain will go out. Seriously I would consider that as one of my favourite tee but yeah, I wore it once !!! *slap self*

Any idea how to remove those stains people ?

I google it and I saw not-so-useful comments like shouting "COLOR ATTACK REMOVE !" or something like that similar to it. Of course I tired all way by hook or by crook and also shouting COLOR ATTACK REMOVE for 5876586 times but it doesn't really help.

FEEL THE PAIN FOR ME PEOPLE !!!! SO EMO NOW ! PETAI ALSO I DON'T WANT TO EAT LIAWW ! :(

发发发发大财

2012-01-21T16:41:00.000+08:00

Favourite Mars Red washed jeans; blue slippers- both from Esprit

Fatboy got me this slipper few weeks ago. He himself had one too but idk why mine looks extra old after wearing it for a few weeks. -.- Anyway, thanks Poi !

Anyway, I'm done washing 355465688888 ( must put 8 behind cause I wanna发发发发大财 ! ) plates and bowls and soy sauce bowls and pots and pots and plates and plates in all various sizes ! Confirm the amount can fight with those kopitiam outside ! Still got cutlery waiting for me to cuci ! Ahhhh, who says CNY is fun ? :(

Anyway, baked pineapple cookies till 2AM in the morning yesterday. Fatboy kept asking why so mafan don't buy. LOL. Haiya, even though it is super super tiring and after doing it everyone looks like salted dead fish, it's kinda fun. And annoying too. Well, what to do, it's CNY mahh. :)

But do you know why this year's CNY is much much better compared to last year ?

Because fatboy came last Tuesday. ALL ON HIS OWN ! Oh yeah baby, since you so nais to me, give you eat my favourite food - PETAI ! LOLOL. Okay, just joking, :) He hates petai alot. :(

*insert a photo of fatty in Perak*
*insert a photo of fatty washing the dishes*
*insert a photo of fatty eating dinner*
*insert a photo of fatty playing handphone games on my bed*
*insert a photo of fatty kena bullied by the dog*

OMGGGGGGGG Such a failure because I forgotten to take photos of fatty doing housework. :( I only manage to capture A photo of him on my bed playing games. Yes, and you can't see his face so imagine people, may your imagination runs !

Okay, I think that's the best part of CNY even though he went back the other day. :(

But I'm still super duper happpppppy !
Okay, I'm so used to call him fatty that it is so tough change it now. Hope he doesn't mind that.

Let me draw you a photo of fatty. With the backpack and his black Esprit tee. :)

TADAA !!!

This prove my drawing sucks.
And I forgotten the backpack, I drew my dogs instead. -.-

Haha bai bai happy CNY !!!!
Hope everyone gets fatter except me ! :P
Hope rain water turns into money !
Last and but least and most important, good health and senyum selalu !

I'm loving it

2012-01-16T14:34:00.000+08:00

I realised there is nothing much for me to do here when I'm back home in Perak. Is either I read, or surf the net or help the amazing mum with some house chores which I totally hate doing it. Anyway, just got my eyebrow trimmed at Estee Lauder Jaya Jusco Queensbay Mall yesterday. Thicker and nicer than the lady in Dior Parkson who did it for me. Totally thumbs up cos I'm loving it !!! Heeeee. :)

Anyway, this is the queue at Queensbay Mall outdoor parking. Everyone queuing to pay for their parking ticket. Hmm I thought usually only free gift have such a long queue.

Good night

2012-01-16T14:09:00.000+08:00

I have been having insomnia since I don't know when. I hardly get any sleep during finals because of idk why too. Fatty bought me this. Claims that can sleep better or something like that, taste different like other milk too but after drinking it, I still can't sleep. -.-

2012

2012-01-15T10:09:00.000+08:00

I know it is 15 days late to post this but yeah, just feel like stammering my fingers on the keyboard now. #foreveralone.

Anyway, 2011 was like a roller-coaster for me. Been through all the up and down and whatever like a woman and that what leads me what I am now. I can't really recall what had really happen because I seriously have in mind that I have this short-term-memory thing that comes with my genes.

Anyway, yeah I been through the hardest heartbreak but it's ok because I found someone who is there all the time for me to cheer me up when I'm feeling gloomy and all. Thank you fatty.

Secondly, hmm oh yeah that's actually what I remember about 2011. -.-

Like yes, seriously. That's all.

I'm taking DHA supplement pills, it claims to improve brain memory or whatever something like that. Hope I can have a better clearer and happier memory of 2012 ! :)

current mood

2012-01-15T09:28:00.004+08:00

current mood :

Bye bye finals ! #2

2012-01-14T19:54:00.000+08:00

Is it me or other people in this round world doing this too ? Pasting sticky notes which ain't sticky at the wall in front of my study table so that every time I wanna chill and look at the wall, that's ( points below) what I see.

# Makes me look like as if I'm diligent and hardworking teenager too ! :)

Bye bye finals !

2012-01-14T18:37:00.001+08:00

So yeah, I'm done with finals but I ain't happy with it cause I think I did badly in one of the paper. Screw me. :( So yeah, been working kinda hard at most of the subjects although I still chill all the time.

End of 2011

2011-12-28T17:26:00.002+08:00

Hi. It's 28th of December 2011 now. 3 more days to 2012 and 2 more days to finals. I just wish I will end of 2011 smiling and not crying. I know God will be there to shine me and protect me on his big safe hands because I trust in him. Let's just pray for a happy 2011 to end. I actually see a bright future but no, not now. What I see is a dark light shinning upon me.

I'm just doing everything I could to make people around me happy and proud of me but it seems like I tried to hard and forgotten that in order to make people happy, I myself have to be happy first. But to be frank, happiness seems be a little tad further these few days. But I got to tell you, for the past few months I was seriously a very happy little girl living in her own word.

Let's just say, leave all the worries to God. :)

CHRISTmas

2011-12-18T13:59:00.000+08:00

A few more days (kinda) till finals and yet I'm still not really giving my full effort in studies. Screw me. The parents are with the sisters now and only I'm alone here in Penang. #foreveralone. Anyway, I kinda promise myself that I will not switch on my laptop until finals is done but oh yeah, it seems like I failed to do it. Well, everyone need a break right ? LOL.

Anyway, nothing much to talk because I have been ditching my baby Sony Nex-5 at home most of them time cause it's kinda bulky and heavy. i'm just to lazy and I only got my phone with lousy camera. LOL.

So yeah, wish me luck and pray for me for finals. :)

And Marry CHRISTmas people.

Gigantic Christmas tree @ Straits Quay

* Photo taken using Sony Nex-5

I'll be back

2011-12-03T23:22:00.001+08:00

Hey human beings, my December did not start good but that doesn't mean it ain't gonna end bad. I'm gonna make sure it will be filled with neon crayon colours as will as confetti. Awesome much ? :)

Anyway, will be on hiatus for a month of so after finals is over. Seriously, my results are depreciating ( business people using business term which is the wrong term ! ). Ok, just got to work hard for finals thats all. I promise I will be good. :) God loves us. Stay positive people.

By the way, big applause to the parents, especially mama, the Superwoman in the family. xoxo. <3

Thanks

2011-12-01T20:42:00.001+08:00

I seriously think I'm lucky. God must have love me very much he gave me someone I did not expect to have in my life. Seriously. Thank you for being there for me all the time even though I have a very bad temper, I chalk talk too much in the phone and so on. But thanks for "tahan-ing" me ( I don't think I'm that hard to tahan ) But yeah, thanks for everything. :)

I know

2011-11-29T11:22:00.001+08:00

Hello human being. It seems like I have been missing for a very long time ehh ? Very sorry about that. Been busy with what a college student is busy about, such as assignments, meeting up with deadlines, tests, issues and so on. Well, I promise to blog more often alright ?

:)

Not like you care right ? I know.

Btw, sorry that I kept changing links. Arghhh. I still think that mabelpanda suits me the most. Argree much ?

I have these

2011-10-15T10:50:00.000+08:00

My sticky notes made me so freaking cool. #likeaboss

Mummy's bday

2011-10-10T13:06:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday, mummy ! <3

最疯狂

2011-10-05T15:17:00.000+08:00

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂

最美的愿望一定最疯狂

火锅

2011-10-03T19:45:00.000+08:00

原来火锅可以是那么好吃的，

因为有你在身旁。

Now you see it, now you don't

2011-10-02T14:16:00.000+08:00

Cause he thinks he is THAT cool. :*

Keracut-ed classmates.

2011-10-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

Told cha, addicted to this.
Today is awesome. :D

zero one

2011-09-26T20:06:00.000+08:00

Let it be me by mabelpanda featuring ray ban sunglasses

I'm not a very fashionable person. Well, I should strike through the word "VERY" in the sentence before this and in life. So yeah, I'm not a fashionable person. I prefer very something simple and comfortable but well, the combination above doesn't seem like something I would wear.

A (more than one) simple explanation (s) :

I haz too much fats yo !
I don't have enough moolah !
I don't know where to wear too. :(

Repeating

2011-09-25T11:10:00.000+08:00

It had been a week since my new semester started. Well, as usual new sem ~~new~~ SAME resolution. The cycle goes on every time which is sleep early, keep fit and study hard. Haha, don't tell me you're not the same. Bet you did these resolution before too ! I have been repeating this for 30594 years, you ? :D

Anyway, hang out with the girlf, Sam on Tuesday. Yes, I miss Gurney so much after 3 weeks of break but yeah not now because

I went Gurney on Tuesday.

I went Gurney again on Wednesday.

I went Gurney again on Thursday.

Luckily I went Strait Quay and not Gurney on Friday.

And I went Gurney again on Saturday.

And I'm going Gurney later on Sunday.

3Ms

2011-09-22T14:46:00.001+08:00

Melissa ; Melinda ; Mabel

Miss the annoying sisters a lot. Way much more than a can express though when they come back it's kinda noisy. #truth Maybe that's because I'm so used to quite places and yeahhh, other than my two dogs barking it would be kinda quiet. And yes, we failed to take a family picture again. #failed Probably Chinese New Year, I think we should have a theme. White ? Red ? Blue ? Yellow ? Yellow sounds good, ok if CNY doesn't fall on Saturday. :D